However, I'm better now. I think we finally had it out completely today and I think we are going to be able to move forward in a better direction with our marriage and I hope the things said will happen to make this marriage happier on both our parts.
No one likes to read about that stuff. Its depressing and sad anyway. I kind of mention it in the vlog which I tried not to....It seemed to cut off the last 30 seconds of the video but thats ok. I was just saying goodbye
But here is the video and has the 21 week update in it:
So here is week twenty-one's facts:
Here is this week's baby bump photos. I have a few to show this time. Finally some full bump shots instead of just torso.
How far along? 21 weeks
Total weight gain/measurements: 10 pounds total as of yesterday
Maternity clothes: Can't live without them. Love the new dress in the photos? My parents bought it for me and I love it!
Stretch marks? Nope. I never got them with my first pregnancy so none so far.
Best moment this week: Wow, it's been such a tough couple of weeks it's hard to figure this one out. I guess finally making peace with all the stress and fighting that has been going on. Hopefully this is the beginning and fresh start we all need.
Miss anything? Breathing. Yes, I can't walk or sit without gasping for air now. I feel like a 900 pound man but this baby is really taking over my ability to breathe normal.
Movement: Nope, still haven't felt even a smidge of baby move yet.
Anything making you queasy or sick? Not really anything that didn't when I wasn't pregnant. Melted cheese has to be the biggest thing that has always made me feel like throwing up and still does.
Gender: Surprise surprise! We will find out in October
Labour signs: Nope. Which is a good thing. I had preterm labor at 29 weeks with my first so don't' want any labor signs just yet.
Symptoms: Abdominal pain. Lots of cramping.
Belly button in or out? In.
Wedding rings on or off? On
Happy or moody most of the time: Ha! Yea, well, like I said above, things have been pretty stressful so it's been hard to stay happy or positive. But I'm starting to feel happier.Looking forward to: A happier week