And The Test Says... - xoxo Rebecca

And The Test Says...

Gosh, this is so frustrating. I have been having baby fever for two years now and no matter what I do, I can't seem to get pregnant. Why? I don't get it. Before, I seemed to be so fertile that it was insane. Our daughter was an oopsie and not planned nor any kind of good news at the time I took the test that read positive. But now I'm so glad she is in my life and my world. Don't get me wrong.

But we thought, wow, if we weren't trying at all for a baby and could get pregnant, how easy would it be to try this time around? Wrong! Two years and still nothing. I have been following the doctors orders about timing your cycle and all that stuff. Exercising and trying not to stress out about life.

Nothing. I'm ten days late, cramps, almost every time I brush my teeth I start to throw up. These were all symptoms when I was pregnant before that I had. So i went out and bought the digital test today and at work, took it. I was almost sure it would finally be "pregnant".

But nope. Still says we are not and I'm just getting more irritated cause I really really want to be. It seems like everyone I know is pregnant and keeps staying pregnant. I know 9 people at the moment all with their baby bellies ready to pop out their kids.

Arrrr.... I really was hoping it was going to say positive.